well , i think one of my worlds got screwed
in a hard reset of my pc with the game running , when back i just got the entire world reseted but not the map and my marks , but my base is gone and it was everything in a midle of a draugr raid , so my character got naked and his grave erased too
there is a solution like a rollback ( i havent steam cloud ON , its a good moment to put it on ? ) or just cheat the game until How far did I get ?